For those of you who followed my story Happily never after,i only let you in on just a little of the pain i went through.Life was really hell those periods and even my looks realized it.That was as much of a problem to me as what i became.I transformed into the opposite of what i was and what makes it worse was that i was considered a very good person,but that wasn't who i really was at that time,on the contrary,i was a terrible person.
Like i mentioned in the series Happily never after,the last six months of my one year relationship with my ex were hell and very heart wrenching.However,by December of last year,2010,i started making moves towards moving on.I needed to forget the person who had become my world,the person who made it impossible for me to see another woman.And to do this,i decided to start dating again,but only that i didn't date one person.I started with one though,then move up to two,then three...four...five...six...seven...This ain't me,i kept on telling myself,but i was still doing it.I hurt most of these people all because i lost someone and was heartbroken,but that wasn't a good reason.That isn't reason enough to be as heartless as i became and i realized this soon enough though.I started letting them off my hook and left just one and now i can almost say i'm back (my mind still wanders back a whole lot).
I've seen heartbreaks cause serious disasters.I've also witnessed people get heartbroken and take it out on other people.I once told a story about my friend in Men are dogs but women are bitches who got heartbroken and took a course way worse than the one i took.Right now,he doesn't even trust any gurl,he feels every gurl is a heartbreaker,he even doesn't like me being in a serious relationship because he feels i'll end up heartbroken.I've also witnessed gurls date random men all because they feel no man is trust-worthy.
Furthermore,people engage in other not-so-cool things all because of a heartbreak.For instance,i know gurls who turned lesbians because they got heartbroken a couple of times.I also know of guys who take in more alcohol than a tree close to a river takes in water and also smoke more cigarettes that even a chimney would get jealous of the smoke.The list of outrageous things people do when heartbroken is just so endless and disheartening.
However,even heartbreak isn't reason enough for all these outrageous indulgence so suck it up people.I ain't saying this as a saint,i mean i told you my story and confessed how i started doing terrible stuffs,but i'm saying this as one who has analyzed the issue critically and come to the understanding that it just isn't worth it.Why kill yourself over someone who's happy with his/her life by drinking to hurt yourself and smoking to kill your lungs? I mean,why disrespect your body over a guy who's having fun with a gurl he obviously likes better or a few gurls? Really,is it worth it? Here's the simple and blatant truth about this; Nobody is worth your tears or heartaches! QED! Yeah,no guy or gurl is worth the tears you have running down your cheeks.No guy or gurl is worth the harming of yourself so once again,suck it all up! I'm tired of hearing guys are liars or gurls are not trustworthy,well have you no idea it's all a circle? A guy breaks a gurl's heart,she gets so mad she starts dating random guys and one of those guys who genuinely loves her gets to find out she's cheating then leaves heartbroken and then believes gurls are not trustworthy and then starts dating random gurls among which is one who genuinely loves him but realizes he has chains of gurls and leaves heartbroken and does the randon dating thingy.Ain't that an effing circle?! Abeg abeg abeg,make we talk something more serious jare,i don talk my own finish!